The long lonely days continue. I miss my husband very much. Impossible to forget about someone who has been in your heart for so long. I have enough hope and faith for the two of us, about us and our marriage reconciling.

DD has been working long hours. Putting in the time before she goes on her mini vacation with friend & family. Hope she has a really good time. Isn't that what summers and teenagerhood is about? Fun times, shopping, laughter, sun, pools.

Tomorrow the "chicks" are coming over to make Christmas cards. Should be an eventful laughter filled day. They are good people. I started a layout about what's going on in my life right now, as well as I made two different baby cards. Somewhat organized for the cardmaking tomorrow.

Sleep continues to be tough. Have violent disturbing dreams. I try to go to bed thinking about really positive things. Man, the mind is a powerful thing.

I have four weeks vacation in August and worry how I will fill the time...

"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell." Edna St. Vincent Millay